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Getting to know ME!

September 1, 2010

I turned 30 this year.  I have often heard that 30 is the best age because you really know who you are or you start to.  And I am totally getting it.  And I am coming to get me and all that that embodies and I like it.  I like me.  Maybe that sounds conceited.  It’s not meant to. I think there is something to be said about being okay with yourself and who you are.  I realize that I am this crazy, happy, silly, bustin’ a move whenever I want to no matter who might be watching girl.  And my moves.. well they are so 1996.  But I am cool like that.

I have to give thanks to Misty for this picture of me.  We were talking about this picture and it is totally me.  Even the double chin I get when I laugh.  It’s glamorous.  :)  That girl you see, minus the big orange bag, is who I am all the time.  This is me downtown Seattle (I was there for WPPI road trip) shortly after I was bustin’ a move and then realizing that I was being watched by people inside a restaurant who were laughing at me.  It’s all good.  They are totally wondering where I got my crazy dance moves.  I am going to say it was from all of the Stake Dances I went to as a kid.  I totally passed the deacon two step and moved on to crazier moves.
So far I am totally digging 30.  I am okay with all the crazy things about me.  I talk fast and a lot.  I giggle when I probably should cry because I hate to cry.  I cry over stupid things like a Hallmark commercial and my husband laughs and looks at me and says really??  I pick up catchy phrases from fabulous friends.. (I know.. right?)  My husband can always tell who I have been around by how I talk.  I am quirky and goofy and not afraid to make a fool of myself.  I trip when I walk.. and fall when I shouldn’t.  And it’s okay.  Because it’s me.

And right now I am in the most fantastic stage of life.  My kids are super duper fun.  They make me laugh all of the time.  My husband.  *sigh*  He is my best friend and he makes me laugh harder than anyone.  My business is growing.  I am learning.  And I am so so so grateful for all of my blessings from my Heavenly Father.

Gratitude.

August 26, 2010

Today my heart is full of gratitude.  Get ready to learn a little more about Lee Ann.  In 1998 right after High School Graduation, I was diagnosed with Lupus.  I don’t know that I really grasped what that was at the time, or for many years.  But it was part of the life I was dealt, and I went with it.. because what else do you do?  And then I lived in denial.. because it is way easier than dealing with the issue.. right?

Fast forward several years, several flares… and all the way to today.  Today.  I am in remission.  I am not sure I can even express the gratitude I have in my heart to my Heavenly Father.  To my awesome doctor.  To my body who is actually cooperating with me for once.  It’s a blessing.  And I am so grateful for my blessings.  The big, and the small.  Remission.  Who knew that it was such a powerful word and would revoke such emotion as I sit here tonight with tears of gratitude.  Remission.  HOORAY!!

Bad Blogger!

August 24, 2010

Man, I am a really, really, really, really bad blogger right now.  I meant to be better.  I really did.

And then we moved.  Did I mention we bought a house?  We did.  Almost two weeks ago.  We moved in, and that same weekend I shot a wedding.  It was crazy.  It was busy.  It was hectic.  I loved every minute of it.  Craziness like that makes me happy.  Maybe I should be committed or something.  But that type of crazy is fun for me.

And one week after we moved.  My kitchen refrigerator decided to be possessed and it blew water all over my kitchen and dining room while I was gone.  It flooded all of it.  And now we are under going restoration.  We are currently in the drying stage.  But on the plus side the HIDEOUS green fake tile linoleum is coming up and things are going to look much better.  Sometimes blessings come in weird ways.  But hey, I’ll take it.  Not that I am excited about my new old house flooding, but the fact that I get to change some things to make them what I want.  That’s cool.

Sadly that makes me feel like I have had no time to do anything.  And so blogging has taken a back burner.  Don’t worry I will be back.  And it will be CRAZY.  Or maybe it will just be consistent.

And I have to share what else keeps me busy.  My kids are doing Tae Kwon Do this summer.  We are there every.single.day.  It is great for them, they love.  I have met some new amazing friends that all are there every.single.day like me.  Thankfully they go crazy with me.  But we laugh, drink sonic, and enjoy the fact that we have new really cool friends.  And since all blogs are better with a picture here is a picture of my girl on belt ceremony night.  You would think it would be of her getting her belt.  But it’s not.  It is from the competition that she won.  She schooled all the boys who looked at her like she wasn’t even competition.  She giggled and smiled and beat them all.  That girl.  She cracks me up.  This is her in her final match.  She kicked his booty.  It was awesome.  And everyone cheered for the giggly girl who acted like she didn’t have a clue what was going on.  Love it.  Love that girl.

MOO!

July 28, 2010

In High School I did FFA.  Quit laughing.  I still have my fancy FFA jacket, and the black Wranglers I wore with them.  They still fit.  Good thing I wore them baggy back then.  Oh wait.. where was I going.  I wasn’t going to talk about Wranglers.  I was going to talk about cows.  I fell in love with cows in High School.  Every year for fair I showed a steer.  Well not every year for ever, just from my Sophomore year on, when we moved to Pomeroy.  (Smallest town known to man)  I am sure you are wondering why I am blogging about cows.  Heck so am I.  But it popped into my little brain, and it stuck.

A few weeks ago we were at my friend Angie’s house and she had a new baby calf.  I fell in love with her.  I even got to help give her a bottle.  It’s the simple things with me.  And I dreamed of living the farm life again.  I even tried to live next door to Angie so I could pretend I was on a farm and play with cows all day.  Then I remembered I am allergy girl and I really belong in a bubble.  Anyway.. back to the point of this blog.  I remembered how much I loved cows.  And I wanted my kids to get a glimpse of what I did as a kid.. and the things I love.

Meet Bubbles.  She’s not mine.  But I like to pretend she is.  Just for a few minutes.  Especially with those gorgeous Jersey eyes.

I’m a little bit country.  Bet you didn’t know that.

I realize that I am not the best person to blog and tell all my readers.  Okay, all 5 of you about me.  I am trying to do better.  I am making a goal to be a better blogger.  I used to rock at it.  Or at least I thought I did.  But somehow life got busy and blogging got pushed back and my life has continued at mach speed.

It’s midnight.  And I am wide awake.  Want to know why?  I have been burning the candle at both ends for what feels like months.  Getting up early and staying up way too late to get everything I want to do done.  It has been fun.  It has been tiring.  And now I am wide awake because I crashed at 7:00 PM tonight and slept for two hours thanks to my kiddos waking me up.  At least they woke me up for goodnight hugs and kisses.  I love those.  But my two hour nap was a serious power nap.  And it is midnight and the house is totally quiet and I am ready to go.  What gives?  I laid in bed for quiet a while and then I thought I really should blog.  Because that is the right answer in the middle of the night.  Right?

Back to getting to know me.  Hmm..  I have a serious sugar addiction.  I am working on it.  (Keeping that addiction that is.)  Every now and then I get a kick that I should stop it.  I try for like two hours, and then I am back to my red vines.  Seriously don’t have a Costco size tub of those around me, ever.  I will eat them until my tummy hurts and they are gone.  Love them.  I had probably 502 of them today.  Okay, that’s an exaggeration but 52 is still a lot of red vines.  Time to lay off of the sugar.  Just until morning though.  :)  I keep thinking once we get moved into our own home again, instead of living in my parents basement.. (Did I mention that??) then I will get back to my sugar control.  And back to being healthier.

About the whole living in my parents house.  It has been over 4 months.  Jealous?  You should be.  My parents rock.  And my kids love living at Grandma’s house, there is an endless supply of sugar.  Wait.. I like that part too!  Not sure that my jeans are going to like it if I don’t get out of here soon.  We did buy a home however.  And in three weeks we get to move in.  I cannot wait!!  Details will come on that later.  I am super excited because we are buying a home that we are going to put some sweat into.  And for some reason, as if my life isn’t busy enough the whole idea just excites me.  The yard is big, and has HUGE trees, and well I can’t wait to live there.  It is going to be awesome.  I have a vision of a tree house for the kids.  A great hammock to take naps in, but not at 7:00 at night.  A tire swing hanging from a tall branch of one of the trees and endless blissful hours of happy children, and happy me.

And one more random thing.  Lately I decided to sew.  I get in this kick every now and then.  My Mom made all of my clothes for me while I was growing up.  I dreaded shopping as a kid because I would go, find things I liked and wanted.  And we would leave go to the fabric store for like for.ever.  And then my Mom would remake what I liked.  Totally awesome of my Mom now that I think of it.  At the time I was a bratty kid who totally wanted the store bought same as everyone else clothing.  Remember BUM Equipment??  Anyway, my kids think my sewing skills are something fierce.  Silly kids.  They don’t know how lacking I truly am.  But they love anything I make nonetheless.  And recently my Little Miss has been the beneficary of my sewing.  My niece was recently visiting and I ended up making matching dresses for both of the girls.  They are thoroughly cheesy especially since they were made for the 4th of July.  But the girls were in HEAVEN.  And really, what more could I ask for?  I even whipped up a couple of button bracelets to match.  And lastly, because I can’t post without a picture.  Here are the two cute girls in the dresses I made :)  They decided they are cousin sisters.  Love it.  And my Little Miss was convinced that everyone would think they were twins and no one could tell them apart.  Love that girlAnd with that, I think I will try and go back to bed.

LOVE

June 13, 2010

I have to admit, I am not much of a writer.  I write how I talk.  And when I talk I tend to ramble.  I try to think of interesting things to blog.. but then I move on because it can’t be that interesting.  And it would take forever to type it all out.  I guess that means I am a lazy blogger.  I’ll try to do better.  Really, I will.  I never know what people want to read about on my blog.  For me I always love the pictures on a blog.  So today I decided to include pictures of things I love.

Yesterday we went to the River to play with the kids and our big dogs.  I decided we should have a picnic too, or as much of a picnic you can have with two crazy Labradors running wild and crazy waiting for any morsel of food to drop, and the seagulls hovering over us too.  It was awesome.  Really, it was.

I decided to give up sugar, but only for like 11 days, because anything longer than that would be bad.  I would miss my little girl’s birthday cake.  So for 11 days I am cutting out sugar, meaning desserts.  I need to get off of it, it is my crack.  I think I need to go to Sugar Addicts Anonymous.  Randy brought home some delicious chocolate chip cookies for our picnic and I resisted.  Awesome will power right?  But they were good.  Really good.  See Little Miss, she was LOVING THEM.  Seriously this girl melts my heart.
And Little Man, this shot of him was between bites.  Notice the cookie crumbs.  Love this kid.  This is so him.I have two dogs in my home.  But this is my dog.  This is Sage.  I love her!  She is one of those happy, lazy dogs.  Everyone needs a dog like her.  I do love our other dog, but she isn’t lucky enough to be featured.  Maybe another day when I am feeling more generous.And lastly.  I love my Randy.  Chilling on a warm day in his brother’s backyard.  Love him.  Adore him.  He is always my biggest fan.  How great is that!! And that’s it.  There are several other things I love.  But I didn’t take pictures of all of those things yesterday.  Just these.  Love my life.

Memorial Day 2010

June 3, 2010

I am a sucker for Patriotic things.  I love my Country.  I love those who protect it, and serve our Country and give their lives for OUR FREEDOM.

Hillcrest Memorial here in Tri-Cities has a great Memorial Day celebration.  They take a moment to honor those who have passed before us.  This was the first year my family has attended.  I am so grateful we did.  I will admit I am not a fan of funeral homes, they wig me out.  Just ask anyone who knows me.  But this was done so perfect I cannot wait to go back next year.

They had tons of yellow balloons that you could write messages on.  I wrote one for my Grandpa.  My kids wrote them for their Grandpa also.  It was such a tender moment.

And then we listened as the Star Spangled Banner was played.  I cannot hear that song without tears trickling down my cheeks.  I love this Country.  How grateful I am for our freedoms, and for those who have sacrificed their lives to protect us.

The balloon release was beautiful.  I had no clue it would be such an emotional thing for me.
It reminded me how important it is to take a moment and remember those who have gone before.

Why I love it!

May 27, 2010

Part of why I love photography and my clients are because of the reactions from people when they see their pictures.  I love when I show my children their picture on the LCD screen.  I recently received a fabulous Thank You from a client and it said, “A picture is worth a thousand words, and a thousand pictures are worth more words than we can express.”  Their sweet note of gratitude made my heart swell.  It’s the moments like those that I love.  That is why I love what I do.  My clients are wonderful.  They are a blessing in my life.  Every single one of them.

In honor of loving my clients.  And because I believe in giving back, I am implementing a new program.  I want to pay it forward. I have had people be so generous and kind to me I want to do the same.  You may nominate people for a free shoot.  Email me at photographybyleeann@gmail.com and tell me why they are deserving of a free shoot.  This will be an ongoing thing, I cannot wait!!  So tell your friends and spread the word.

And thanks Misty for the fabulous idea!

Fear

May 25, 2010

There are few things in life that make your blood turn cold. The fear that overwhelms you, and challenges the life as you know it. Today I had that fear. My world stopped. My heart quit. I felt like I might just collapse and I didn’t know how to fix it. A minute felt like a day. The fear was more than I could deal with.

This morning I shooed the kids out the door to school to catch the bus. I was in my sweats with my hair sticking up and in a nice fro. The thought crossed my mind to make sure they got on okay. But I looked at the driveway and knew that things would be okay. Mistake number one. I watched out the window for the bus and saw it go and knew that my kids were off to school. I guess I wasn’t paying attention to the promptings of the Spirit. I wish I would have. Hindsight is always 20/20. I wish I listened to the promptings more often. It would have spared my the fear I had this morning.

I decided I should get ready for the day. But first I needed to see if I had any good emails. I didn’t. But the sliding glass door opened, and there stood my son. Looking at me with his backpack on. He walked in and announced he missed the bus. Awesome. I asked him what he did, and he replied he hid behind the tree and missed the bus, he wanted to be a car rider. Really kid? You couldn’t just tell me that, you had to miss the bus? He was sure he could play and have fun. And I told him there was no fun to be had, it was time to sit on a chair while I showered and got myself ready to get him to school. I thought about telling my parents he was here. But I didn’t. I ignored that too. Mistake #2.

I showered quickly and got dressed, I didn’t want to be a grungy Mom this morning. I was ready and then I peeked out to look at him, and didn’t see him. I figured he had went upstairs to hang out with my parents and sister. But I wasn’t sure, but I assumed. Mistake #3. I finished getting ready and then went upstairs realizing we had about two minutes to leave and asked my parents where he was. They looked puzzled and said they hadn’t seen him at all. But they had heard a door shut. I think then might have been when my blood started to run cold. I ran through their 4,000 square foot home calling home, hoping he would pop his head out. But he didn’t. I ran outside around their big yard. I screamed his name. I said a silent prayer that he would pop out his head. But I knew he wasn’t here. I knew it.

I jumped in my van and drove around but panic was hitting. Fear was overwhelming and it was hard to breathe. My son was gone. I don’t know that there is anything worse than that feeling of not knowing where your child is. I screamed his name. I cried in fear and I fell apart. I wish I could say I was calm under pressure, but my baby boy was missing and I had no idea where he might be. I called Randy, he dropped everything and came. After realizing it has been over thirty minutes I called the police. An officer showed up quickly and searched the house, I was right he was gone. They searched the yard. He was gone. They asked about school, I explained that school was over 4 miles away. He would have to walk on two VERY BUSY roads to get to school. I was sure he hadn’t walked to school. The very thought terrified me for many reasons.

The police officer at the house was wonderful. He was kind and helpful and reassuring. He was sure we would find him. I was grateful for how calm he was. And the peace he brought. I knew we would find him, but I had no idea how long this was going to take.

The officer received a message from another officer. My son was at school. He was in class and safe. My heart skipped a beat. He was safe. He had went outside and caught the bus when it passed the house again. We went out to the school and hugged him and I cried some more. The police officers told him that they had eight patrols looking for him, and how he always needs to tell someone what he is doing. But he was safe. He wasn’t harmed at all. I am grateful. My thoughts immediately turned to my lack of listening to the promptings this morning. I should have listened and not dismissed them. I should have been more aware. And next time I will be.

30

May 20, 2010

Happy Birthday.. Happy, Happy Birthday!  Happy Birthday.. to me!

I’m 30.

Today I woke up and helped get my children ready.  One child made it one the bus.  One child missed the bus.

Randy and I ate lunch together.  Thank you Taco Time.

I picked the kids up from school and then it was off to Tae Kwon Do.

We celebrated with yummy ice cream cake.And a delicious Costco-Asian dinner.

It was a busy day where I bustled around being Mom and getting things done.  And I love every minute of it.  And this picture is the best gift I could ever have, my kiddos, Randy and me.

Happy Birthday, to me!